January 31, 2014 Friday, Brazil
Barbara’s Brazil Journal, Post 9a
I did get back to sleep, until 7am, ate breakfast and went to the Casa. I sat in the garden a half hour, then had a double crystal bath, 45 minutes.
I had an odd experience when I first lay down. I had left my backpack right by the door, and an image came into my mind of someone opening the door and taking it. I reasoned that was fear, and meditated to release the fear, asked, “Why would I want to create that drama?” Some insights into the ways we do create and manifest such drama.
Once the fear was released and I felt surrounded by positive energy, I still got up and moved it, a 30-second action. “Trust God and tie your camel.”
There was very strong energy; I don’t usually feel that in a crystal bath. I asked the entities for all the healing I wanted. I’m told they can do nine surgeries at once. Running down the body: ears / eyes / left shoulder / stenosis / whatever they are doing with the spider bite area / knees / circulation in lower leg/ sore / whatever else.
I held each area in my heart for a minute and envisioned my higher self; strong, graceful, pain-free, whole! I felt myself wrapped in love and that they were already working on it all.
I said my highest intention was to offer them a clear, lovely instrument to do whatever work I was offered. To be a clear medium for spirit; to teach; to love my friends and family, etc. I could feel energy at each place.
Aaron began to talk about wholeness, adding to what he said at the waterfall. Not quoting him, just some that I remember. We were all once of crystalline essence, united, uncontracted. When we agreed to come forth in a carbon based body, it was with understanding that this organic being would contract and expand, would have ‘fight or flight’ reflex, etc. and that the sentient being experience would give us the opportunity to not enact that reflex, just to watch and release. Therein is our growth; free will and conscious choice of positive polarity. He said this is why the work with the Mother is so vital, remembering who we are. Aaron says he will channel his words, or conscious channel later this weekend on the recorder and send to J to transcribe.
I sat in the garden a short while after the crystal bath, feeling very shaky; I do think they worked on the eyes too. Light seemed very bright. I spent some time enjoying a pink orchid growing on a tree in the garden, so much light and energy, vivid colors. I saw Amy and she said she would bring my bike back so took a taxi back.
Lunch time.
Now 1:15pm. Showered; put white blanket (I brought with me, small fleece one) on the bed. Time to close the computer and head to the Casa. I’m feeling much gratitude.
Friday evening now. Reading little, so typos left in. Operation was short, about 25 minutes. Taxi back here and to bed. I slept all afternoon, had dinner, and slept again from 7:30pm until 6:30am this morning. Breakfast, and slept again from 8am to 12am. Lunch, and dozed on and off this afternoon, maybe slept two hours, showered and cleaned up my room a bit. There’s not a lot to tell.